.Saturday, January 09, 2010 ' 8:13 PM 
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school has started that means i will be busy with school and i don't have much time to update my blog.
first day of school was alright.
nothing much happen actually.
it's the same old routine and the teachers keep on talking about "N" level being about 9 months away !
i am totally scared.
anyway,this year started to hang out with hidayah the tall one.
it was fun.
i love hanging around with her.
school been alright but i am still stucked at the old group and i am planning to ditch them soon.
i am so pissed with them.
for what they did.
i don't understand what did i do to her.
she started to ignore me from last year.
i don't remember doing anything wrong.
so it is not my fault if i just left her like that.
with no excuse at all.
i think she deserve it with what she done.
she may not care about me and i don't give a shit at all.
this is my life and i can do anything that i want to do.
this world will not end if she continue this.
i don't care.
i had enough with you !!!!
you can do anything you want but i think we had enough of you !
so i guess that is the end of our friendship or i guess it already ended last year.
i don't care.
i still have other friends with better attitude den you !
to tell you the truth i have been kind to you.
i kept all my feelings within myself.
i never tell anyone how i felt actually.
only the one close to me knows how i truly feel.
there is so many things i want to say but i don't want to be that mean.
i don't want to hurt people feelings.
like how you hurt others.
you may say that i am dumb or what so ever for hanging around her.
but at least she treat me better than you.
i think that is it.
i will updae soon.
fyi i am going to private my block only selected people are allowed to see my blog.
and you people are not on of them obviously.
